Matthew Shenoda

Ecology

After Mahmoud Darwish


I dreamt of this exodus
this wrapping back into
what has been unwrapped
and again beginning to see Home

I breathe now as I’ve begun to resurrect

If we learn to write our memories on skin….

The half bent sun
Tries hard to muffle cries
But sometimes
Children need to wail
‘cause change is hard to take

How many really understand the shifts that shape us…

Losing the earth can pinch us

How many bodies feed the tree of your childhood…

How bad does the lyncher hate the earth
To turn his hands to rope?

And what of the furniture maker
Who cannot make a living
By a rocking chair
But rather by a coffin

Where does the lotus float
When the river has been dammed for eternity

How do our children learn reed songs
When their bones are plackards for plants

We walk beside the howling train
Utr-utr-utr
Confounded by monoxide and soil yearning to oxidize
The plastics now float like leaves
And the jjnn from deep inside the earth
Rises to taunt society,
Spewing words:
Progress
Tomorrow
Progress
Tomorrow

And your grandmother can only feel yesterday in her aching body
Knowing that yesterday is gone and tomorrow will never come

Matthew Shenoda
Ecology is from the forthcoming collection Seasons of Lotus, Seasons of Bone.

Poem, copyright © Matthew Shenoda, 2005
Appearing on the Fishouse with permission
Audio file, copyright © 2005, From the Fishouse

Posted on December 27, 2005 5:49 AM